Author Archives: Undecided Pseudonym

About Undecided Pseudonym

A woman who remembers enjoying writing.

New Cycle

Everything returns from the ether. From death back to creation. Back to the mouth that summons, and through the hands that forge.

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Writing as offering. Writing is an offering. Everything we do is essentially service, and offers something to another. Having become fairly bitter and cynical, I have lost a sense of awe and value in creativity and the beauty of words. … Continue reading

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Musings on Bravery

As I work on reshaping this blog to a place where I can market and promote it, I’m coming across all manner of internal obstacles. Fear fear fear fear fear. Internalized judgments of others. (I spelt “judgments” wrong. I added … Continue reading

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Old New Terror

This blog is terrifying to me because it holds so much of who I truly am, and I feel so far away from that person most of the time.

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Down here again, crawling through the muck, the past, everything I burried, I must now surmount. Welcome.

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It’s been months. I’m coming back. Autocorrect suggested “back home.” True.

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Fear and Art, thoughts.

Fear fear fear fear, la la la la, fear fear fear fear, fear fear!┬áThis is the chorus of my subconscious, no matter what other lyrics abound. It all comes back to this. It is so automatic, so insidious, at every … Continue reading

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