Monthly Archives: January 2014

…because i’m a twentysomething

Originally posted on today was meaningful:
when i was thirteen, i couldn’t wait to be eighteen.  i thought i’d know it all by then- have all the answers and that prized freedom. and when i was sixteen, i planned to…

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Filling the Void

Trying to fill the void. Don’t think this sandwich is helping, though it is good. I need a job. I need to try harder to get one. I’ve barely used my Magic Bullet. My hair is a mess. But my … Continue reading

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Doing Well.

I am well, and it is strange, because for so long, I have been unwell. Motivation to get out of bed is still quite low, though not because I am depressed and miserly, but because, the days are empty. Well, … Continue reading

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I’m sad today, because the future is scary. Ha ha. I’m scared because all my plans have derailed, at my hand, more or less. Well, the mental illness isn’t my fault, but now that I’m aware that I have an … Continue reading

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Rebuilding.

So I’m scared of myself and my abilities, as most people are. I’m scared to see what I can do. I can’t live like this, I have to be fearless. I have to be a warrior. I worked out today, … Continue reading

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Stand Up.

Don’t let other people get you down. This is important. This is important because this leads to fear and fear leads to paralysis. Internalizing doubt into self-doubt is cancerous. We need the naysayers to help us reinforce our beliefs, to … Continue reading

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I think a lot of the health issues I’m having are related to nutrition. Weight gain, obviously, but difficulty in sleeping, concentrating, in motivating myself. I know how to heal myself. It’s just a matter of practicing day by day, … Continue reading

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