Monthly Archives: September 2013

I Have Everything I Need.

A week locked in my head, more or less. Detachment from reality, fast currents of thoughts, complete confusion at what was happening around me. Maybe that’s just part of life, maybe nothings too wrong with me. But I have this … Continue reading

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Disease

Racing thoughts of nothingness. Inability to concentrate. How much of my life’s experience has been illness undiscovered? How much of life is a disease? I am stuck in myself. I shift like a rubix cube when I am around people. … Continue reading

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Day by Day

It goes, we go, time goes, day by day. In the dishevelled light of day I find a bit of sense, sometimes. My thoughts are not me. I am bigger than my own self. Than my medications, than my diagnosis, … Continue reading

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Time to Choose.

Whether to live or die. I chose life a hundred times over, but will life chose me? Well, it has, I am alive. I am here, breathing, searching, ferociously afraid. Ferociously brave. I’ve had both ice cream and potato chips … Continue reading

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