Monthly Archives: May 2013

Sleepy

I’m waking up later than I have in quite some time. I cannot party anymore. I do not last more than an hour, usually. The energy it takes to socialize, even with the loveliest of friends, is too expensive. I … Continue reading

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Crusade.

The jazz roars in Starbucks, and I am outraged that a short coffee costs as much as a tall. Dark roasts have less caffeine, did you know this? I am listening to the Cold War Kids. The album of theirs … Continue reading

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Hate-Monster

This is from May 14-15.  This morning, my mind was so broken, old joints crumbling and no possibility of repair. I was sad. I was heavy. It was so hard to move. A morning of depression. It wasn’t too severe, … Continue reading

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Meandering Through.

I need to stop looking for hope in other places and give it to myself. Same with love. Same with meals. Ha. Maybe even clothes. I’ve always wanted to make my own clothes. I got a C- in sewing, so … Continue reading

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The Other Side of Fear

This is truth

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Morning After Crazy.

That image, of my face blurry and skewed perfectly matches my mind, and what it’s been like. Photography never ceases to amaze me with her ability to capture truth, especially through flukes. I have Cheerios. I feel sane and good. … Continue reading

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Greetings From Crazy Land.

Okay. I’m losing my mind right now. RIGHT NOW. I drew on my face with eyeliner. I always put on eyeliner when I feel nuts. Dark lipstick. Laughing in my hallway. I want to yell. Let me out. Why am … Continue reading

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Wednesday Psychosis

So suddenly it happens, the curtain falls and I am seperate again from the world. At least now, I know what the curtain is- it has a name, a pill for it, and special place in my heart, of course. … Continue reading

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